mypoem

My Love..

2010-01-22T17:29:00.000-08:00

This time it felt different,
As if it was somehow stronger,
It seemed like this would last,
Yet it did not last any longer.

As I try and think of what went wrong,
Of why it did not last,
I come to find it was my fault,
That I was such an ass.

I could have done a lot different,
I could have done it right,
I could be sleeping soundly,
Instead of staying up all night.

I wonder if there's still hope,
If I call her would she listen,
I wonder if I told her sorry,
How much of her I am missing.

Would she stay on the phone,
Long enough for me to say,
That I long to be with her again,
Every night... every day.

Would she accept my apology,
Would she listen to my plea,
Would she want to forgive,
Would she want to see me.

I worry about her answer,
I fear a response of no,
I don't want to lose her,
I don't want to let go.

But I will never have closure,
Unless I pick up the phone,
And accept my actions as of late,
The mistakes I cannot condone.

Maybe she will listen,
Maybe she will not,
And if this struggle I do not win,
Well... at least I fought.

Thanks..

2010-01-17T02:27:00.000-08:00

Thank you for the good times,

The days you filled with pleasure.

Thank you for fond memories,

And for feelings I'll always treasure.

Thank you so much for all you do;

You're truly a delight;

When my life overwhelms and does me in,

You make everything all right.

I've learned so much from you

About loving, sharing, giving;

I know if I hadn't met you,

I wouldn't be really living.

We're facing life together;

We're handling joy and sorrow;

I'm glad you're on my side,

Whatever comes tomorrow.

You care about people

and it shows.

You are generous with your time,

giving of your energy,

lavish with your unselfish deeds.

I will remember your kindness to me.

Thank you for brightening my world

with your thoughtfulness.

It really meant a lot.

To all nuffnangers

My Heart 2

2010-01-13T17:02:00.000-08:00

I am the wave and you the rock
Against which I must break:
Again, again the crushing jolt,
The pain I can't forsake;
Again, again a long retreat
To safety, far from shore,
And then again, I don't know why
The long trip back for more.
Perhaps it is nostalgia for,
A long uncertain glow,
Or just some hope so beautiful,
I cannot let it go
Perhaps it is the need to try
For those who must depend
On who we are and what we do,
From whom this should not end.
What evil makes you heart me so,
What defect of the heart?
What sense there is no greater whole
Of which you are a part?
What lonely choise that only you
Be served by what you choose ?
What hard , hard fear of losing what
It is a gift to lose ?
I dream sometimes my waiting love
Has made you turn again.
But you care only yourself ,
And i must love in vain
shukrinorton...heart..

My Heart

2010-01-10T22:06:00.000-08:00

I don't know why...?
You've taken over my thoughts
I can't axplain..

My heart aches when i wrote to you
My heart aches when i don't hear from you
My heart aches when i long from you

You're still stranger
Far away
I want you close by

My heart aches
I miss your ambrase
Holding you close

I miss you my best frieand....

Fighting for.....?

2010-01-08T20:42:00.000-08:00

I must resist the need
To take my life forever
The Holy Spirit heed
Can we get through together?
What if I do let go
And give it all to Him?
Will true peace I know?
Will He take it all on Him?
All I need is trust in God
To heal me from within
My faith in God just seems so small...
Can God take away this pain?
I hear that He forgives me
I struggle every day
I accept the gift He gave me
as God takes my hurts away
But these hurts, they seem too big
For even God to take away.
Every moment that I live
Within my heart they stay
Afraid, alone, despairing
Feeling so out of control
Inside my heart not caring
My heart no longer whole
Fighting to keep fighting
Trying to survive
Inside I feel I'm dying
One memory at a time.
But now my heart is troubled.
I struggle to survive.
The intensity has doubled.
They want to take my life.
I feel it's coming soon...
I'm weary in this fight.
Victory I will pursue...
Against them I will fight.
heart...shukrinorton..

Kiss me,kiss me more...

2010-01-03T00:05:00.000-08:00

kiss me and make the sorrowful pain go away
kiss me and tell me everything will soon be okay

kiss me and hold me tightly close to you
kiss me and whisper sweet words that are true

kiss me and and lay me on the bed
kiss me from my toes to my head

kiss me here and kiss me there
kiss me all over and anywhere

kiss me softly
and kiss me hardly

kiss me while you caress my hips
kiss me after you lick my lips

kiss me kiss me kiss me more
and if you can't do that at least for once let me through the door

Mizz.BabyGirl Brown

All My Best Frieand

2009-12-29T23:51:00.000-08:00

All are my best frieand,
on whom i can always count on,
who always close to me,
All are my frieand,
i never make excuses,
and never lies,
who know what i am thinking,
All are my frieand,
to whom i would like,
i don't have precious gift for you,
only smile.....(click)
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
All my best friend.

New Years Prayer

2009-12-24T04:15:00.000-08:00

Dear Allah,
Thank You for the sense of
direction, purpose and peace we get
from aligning our lives with Your Holy will.
We pray for the strength and the will to obey You
each and every day of the new year,
and when we fail, we pray for Your mercy,
In the new year, we pray
that You will guide us each new day
in paths that are pleasing to You.
Your compassion, Your grace and Your love.
Help us in the new year to be Your faithful servants.
In ALLAH name we pray

WHY WAR

2009-12-13T16:49:00.000-08:00

Why wars in our world?
When would we stop wars?
Where is another word for war?
What would end wars in our world?
When would the wicked onesStop winning us to war?
When would we stop weeping from wars?
When we can weigh our word
And with wisdom mend our fences
When we can weigh our chances
And with wisdom weaken our warful utterances
And in a warm way win with words
Why wars in our own world?
When would we put out the fire of wars?
Where are our generals for peace
Who will with wisdom make war cease?
What will make our wise ones win with words?
When would the wicked ones stop winning us to wars?
What wars can win is nothing but bulletsPain,
unwelcomed wants and unnecessary needs
What words can win is something
more meaningful
Than battles, tanks, riffles and bombs
Why do we have to wait for war?
When we can willingly wake with words
What war can win
Words with wisdom will warmly win!
SHUKRINORTON 14.12.2009

Peaceful Prayers

2009-12-13T16:46:00.000-08:00

Let there be peace in the world.
Let us all see peace and not war.
Let us all have peace in the world.
Let all our statesmen know no violence,
Let all love peace with warm vehemence,
Let all be clothed with passionate patience,
Let all respect peace with real reverence.
Let peace pervade every political terrain,
Let peace calm the spirits of every domain,
Let peace be at peace with every reign,
Let each achieve peace with poor pain,
Peace,
to you we plead:
come to us.
Peace,
we entreat you:
deign on us.
Peace,
we want you:
envelope us.
Let our homes.
be adorned with peace,
Let our streets be paved with peace,
Let our cities be set on a hilltop of peace.
Let peace taint our every thought.
Let there be peace,
let peace never cease
Let there be peace,
let war forever cease.
shukrinorton....

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2009-12-03T18:24:00.000-08:00

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LINK WITH ME....

2009-11-30T05:32:00.001-08:00

COME GIVE YOUR LINK TO ME...but be honest
In all honesty
today has been
something out of the ordinary.

In all honesty
I could do with some christmas carols
and a potato

In all honesty
walking on the road without a sidewalk
is more exhilerating than anything else.

In all honesty
watching fog settle over the road
can bring tears to anyones eyes.

In all honesty
you're the only person
I'm mostly honest to.

In all honesty
this poem
is entirely honest.
shukrinorton.....

NEW POEM FOR SEARCH

2009-11-29T02:16:00.000-08:00

MY best frieand....(make money)

2009-11-24T23:54:00.000-08:00

Come, Walk With Me

2009-10-22T21:36:00.001-07:00

Come, Walk With Me by Emily Bronte

Come, walk with me,
There's only thee
To bless my spirit now -
We used to love on winter nights
To wander through the snow;
Can we not woo back old delights?
The clouds rush dark and wild
They fleck with shade our mountain heights
The same as long ago
And on the horizon rest at last
In looming masses piled;
While moonbeams flash and fly so fast
We scarce can say they smiled -

Come walk with me, come walk with me;
We were not once so few
But Death has stolen our company
As sunshine steals the dew -
He took them one by one and we
Are left the only two;
So closer would my feelings twine
Because they have no stay but thine -

'Nay call me not - it may not be
Is human love so true?
Can Friendship's flower droop on for years
And then revive anew?
No, though the soil be wet with tears,
How fair soe'er it grew
The vital sap once perished
Will never flow again
And surer than that dwelling dread,
The narrow dungeon of the dead
Time parts the hearts of men -'

Oh, For The Time When I Shall Sleep

2009-10-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

Oh, For The Time When I Shall Sleep by Emily Bronte

Oh, for the time when I shall sleep
Without identity,
And never care how rain may steep,
Or snow may cover me!
No promised heaven these wild desires
Could all, or half, fulful;
No threatened hell, with quenchless fires,
Subdue this quenchless will!

So said I, and still say the same;
Still, to my death, will say—
Three gods within this little frame
Are warring night and day:
Heaven could not hold them all, and yet
They all are held in me;
And must be mine till I forget
My present entity!

Oh, for the time when in my breast
Their struggles will be o'er!
Oh, for the day when I shall rest,
And never suffer more!

DEATH

2009-10-22T21:31:00.001-07:00

Death! that struck when I was most confiding
In my certain faith of joy to be -
Strike again, Time's withered branch dividing
From the fresh root of Eternity!

Leaves, upon Time's branch, were growing brightly,
Full of sap, and full of silver dew;
Birds beneath its shelter gathered nightly;
Daily round its flowers the wild bees flew.

Sorrow passed, and plucked the golden blossom;
Guilt stripped off the foliage in its pride;
But, within its parent's kindly bosom,
Flowed for ever Life's restoring-tide.

Little mourned I for the parted gladness,
For the vacant nest and silent song -
Hope was there, and laughed me out of sadness;
Whispering, " Winter will not linger long!"

And, behold! with tenfold increase blessing,
Spring adorned the beauty-burdened spray;
Wind and rain and fervent heat, caressing,
Lavished glory on that second May!

High it rose - no winged grief could sweep it;
Sin was scared to distance with its shine;
Love, and its own life, had power to keep it
From all wrong - from every blight but thine!

Cruel Death! The young leaves droop and languish;
Evening's gentle air may still restore -
No! the morning sunshine mocks my anguish -
Time, for me, must never blossom more!

Strike it down, that other boughs may flourish
Where that perished sapling used to be;
Thus, at least, its mouldering corpse will nourish
That from which it sprung - Eternity.

love and friendship

2009-10-22T21:29:00.000-07:00

Love is like the wild rose-briar,
Friendship like the holly-tree --
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most contantly?
The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring,
Its summer blossoms scent the air;
Yet wait till winter comes again
And who wil call the wild-briar fair?
Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with the holly's sheen,
That when December blights thy brow
He may still leave thy garland green.

How still, how happy! by Emily Bronte

2009-10-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

How still, how happy! Those are words
That once would scarce agree together;
I loved the plashing of the surge -
The changing heaven the breezy weather,

More than smooth seas and cloudless skies
And solemn, soothing, softened airs
That in the forest woke no sighs
And from the green spray shook no tears.

How still, how happy! now I feel
Where silence dwells is sweeter far
Than laughing mirth's most joyous swell
However pure its raptures are.

Come, sit down on this sunny stone:
'Tis wintry light o'er flowerless moors -
But sit - for we are all alone
And clear expand heaven's breathless shores.

I could think in the withered grass
Spring's budding wreaths we might discern;
The violet's eye might shyly flash
And young leaves shoot among the fern.

It is but thought - full many a night
The snow shall clothe those hills afar
And storms shall add a drearier blight
And winds shall wage a wilder war,

Before the lark may herald in
Fresh foliage twined with blossoms fair
And summer days again begin
Their glory - haloed crown to wear.

Yet my heart loves December's smile
As much as July's golden beam;
Then let us sit and watch the while
The blue ice curdling on the stream -

poem

2009-09-17T11:34:00.000-07:00

To Charlotte Cushman by Sidney Lanier

Look where a three-point star shall weave his beam
Into the slumb'rous tissue of some stream,
Till his bright self o'er his bright copy seem
Fulfillment dropping on a come-true dream;
So in this night of art thy soul doth show
Her excellent double in the steadfast flow
Of wishing love that through men's hearts doth go:
At once thou shin'st above and shin'st below.
E'en when thou strivest there within Art's sky
(Each star must o'er a strenuous orbit fly),
Full calm thine image in our love doth lie,
A Motion glassed in a Tranquillity.
So triple-rayed, thou mov'st, yet stay'st, serene --
Art's artist, Love's dear woman, Fame's good queen!

long poem

2009-09-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

I thought you loved me.' 'No, it was only fun.'
'When we stood there, closer than all?' 'Well, the harvest moon
Was shining and queer in your hair, and it turned my head.'
'That made you?' 'Yes.' 'Just the moon and the light it made
Under the tree?' 'Well, your mouth, too.' 'Yes, my mouth?'
'And the quiet there that sang like the drum in the booth.
You shouldn't have danced like that.' 'Like what?' 'So close,
Whith your head turned up, and the flower in your hair, a rose
That smelt all warm.' 'I loved you. I thought you knew
I wouldn't have danced like that with any but you.'
'I didn't know, I thought you knew it was fun.'
'I thought it was love you meant.' 'Well, it's done.' 'Yes, it's done.
I've seen boys stone a blackbird, and watched them drown
A kitten... it clawed at the reeds, and they pushed it down
Into the pool while it screamed. Is that fun, too?'
'Well, boys are like that... Your brothers...' 'Yes, I know.
But you, so lovely and strong! Not you! Not you!'
'They don't understand it's cruel. It's only a game.'
'And are girls fun, too?' 'No, still in a way it's the same.
It's queer and lovely to have a girl...' 'Go on.'
'It makes you mad for a bit to feel she's your own,
And you laugh and kiss her, and maybe you give her a ring,
But it's only in fun.' 'But I gave you everything.'
'Well, you shouldn't have done it. You know what a fellow thinks
When a girl does that.' 'Yes, he talks of her over his drinks
And calles her a--' 'Stop that now, I thought you knew.'
'But it wasn't with anyone else. It was only you.'
'How did I know? I thought you wanted it too.
I thought you were like the rest. Well, what's to be done?'
'To be done' 'Is it all right?' 'Yes.' 'Sure?' 'Yes, but why?'
'I don't know, I thought you where going to cry.
You said you had something to tell me.' 'Yes, I know.
It wasn't anything relly... I think I'll go.'
'Yes, it's late. There's thunder about, a drop of rain
Fell on my hand in the dark. I'll see you again
At the dance next week. You're sure that everything's right?'
'Yes,' 'Well, I'll be going.' 'Kiss me...' 'Good night.' ... 'Good night.'

Best Friends Forever , I miss you GUYS ! poem .

2009-09-17T11:26:00.000-07:00

You guys were my best friends,
my shoulders to cry on,
you guys helped me mend my broken hearts,
and laugh the long days away.
We spent every day together at school,
and even on the weekends,
without you two guys in my life,
i would have gotten no where.
We have shared so many inside jokes,
and way too many laughs,
we've ran around like idiots,
and we've made complete fools of ourselves.
You guys were my suport system,
you guys made sure I was never in tears,
you guys spent day after day making me laugh,
and trying to sheild me from all the hurt in life.
You guys were like my family,
my best friends and older brothers,
you guys made sure the guys i dated were nice,
though none of them ever met your standers.
For you guys no one was ever good enough for me,
you guys disapporved of every guy for a fear of me being hurt,
for you guys no guy would ever be good enough for me,
and no guy would ever get your approval.
Mathew me and you were lunch moniters for the grade twos,
we laugh everyday away at lunch and always made idiots of ourselves,
from joking around about my zipper earrings to running the tv around,
from joking around about having road rage to having our serouse talks.
Mathew, you were the smile on my face for so long,
my best friend and without you I wouldnt have learned how to be myself,
you taught me not to care what people think and to always try my best,
and because of you i have gotten to where I am today.
Joey, you've been my best friend for as long as i can remember,
my best friend and someone like an older brother to me,
you have protected me from so much hurt and pain in my life,
and you have been my shoulder to cry on countless times.
We've laughed and joked around about boys and stupid names,
we had our stupid lil fights but way more laughs and jokes,
like making our movie about your scotter and making fun of boys,
you have always made me laugh and smile.
You two boys have done countless things for me,
you guys were so much more then my best friends you guys were family,
and now we never talk anymore theres no communication,
and it hurts me inside everyday to realise i've lost my best friends.
You boys will always hold this special place inside my heart,
I havent forgotten about either of you guys and I never will,
theres always going to be memouries of us replaying in my mind,
and pictures of our crazy moments that we can always look at.
You guys will never be forgotten and I will never turn my back on yous,
we just all have our own lives and I guess we're just always busy,
but I really do need you guys back into my life,
because without my best friends lifes just not the same.

For My Best Friend

2009-09-17T11:21:00.000-07:00

For My Best Friend

This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.

shukrinorton

Rest in Peace

2009-09-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Why do we need rest in peace?
Why after death, relaxation and at ease?
Why do we not care any body in youth and tease?
Is the peace available on demand and lease?

This question all the time baffle,
Mind and thoughts both scuffle,
Was it not in our hands to make life?
Less vulnerable when situation was rife,

Whole life we struggled and fought,
For nothing but gain or loss brought,
Blessings, grace never desired and sought,
Did all stupidity but never got caught,

Played hell with human lives an values,
Never paid their honourable dues,
Longed for pleasure and honeydews,
Considered lucky among wealthy few,

Thought of purchasing simply by money,
Muscle and wealth power only main key,
Wondered at sea shores for precious pearls,
Did not bother about any or abuse hurls,

After so much dismal and poor show,
Concern for late life naturally grow,
Heart skips with at simple voice of crow,
Reddishness on cheek disappears and dimmed glow,

Days and nights seem so longer,
Early end of life grow so stronger,
In my own circle I am reduced to stranger,
I have no hard feelings and even anger,

With passage of time D day has come?
Even with disliking it is always welcome,
Final end may be near and still no rest,
I try to conceal face with optimum best,

Why to have peace even in grave?
Life I lived with front brave.
It is not on with final fare well,
Rest may be ok but not final tale.

2009-09-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

O my luve's like a red, red rose.

That's newly sprung in June;

O my luve's like a melodie

That's sweetly play'd in tune.

As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,

So deep in luve am I;

And I will love thee still, my Dear,

Till a'the seas gang dry.

Till a' the seas gang dry, my Dear,

And the rocks melt wi' the sun:

I will luve thee still, my Dear,

While the sands o'life shall run.

And fare thee weel my only Luve!

And fare thee weel a while!

And I will come again, my Luve,

Tho' it were ten thousand mile!

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2009-09-12T08:34:00.001-07:00

You're nothing more than
Just my Love
Everything; which is everything
Is all there was
Is and still to be
Empty fluttering my panic
Is amidst the void
The void is left, all that's left
That and the listless
Faintful knees

The pouting and crying
And struggled breath
Grips the grasp of the
Faithful dark; clutching not
But all in all
Leading us down the
Hallowed hall appalled to be
Too large too small
My panic sets as
Hate begets

Plot the plight as it
Turns for worse
The stony heart; that hateful thing
Sings its song to bliss
Its own, the seeds it's sown
The time I've sown
With all my Love
To stay the course
Clutching not; was all for not
The dark ensues is all that's
Left and all that's left; my panic
Sets as the pain begets

Fear

2009-08-29T19:41:00.000-07:00

Fear
(1983)

Hide the moonlight,
Somebody might see us.
I'm afraid
That they can even take the night
Away from us.

If it snows, don't tell anyone:
"Winter has come."
They might arrest the spring,
While tracking down winter.

If you hear that spring has come,
Don't leave your home.
No, my sweetheart,
Don't pin a flower to your breast,
It might be taken as some sort of symbol.
When did this fear begin?
In what year of what century?
I can't find the right words to describe this
In the language of this land...

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Old Age and Youth

2009-08-29T19:16:00.001-07:00

Old Age and Youth
(1982)

There's an old man sitting,
Sitting in front of the ashen gray sea
That is as gray as he is.
His sight blurs the distance,
Which is without horizon.
"There is no youth on Earth anymore,"
He says.

There's a child playing,
Playing among the flowers and grass
That are as colorful as he is.
He looks at the sun
Without squinting his eyes,
There is no old age on Earth anymore,"
He says.

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YOU BROKE MY HEART

2009-08-29T17:32:00.000-07:00

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You Broke My Heart
(1969)

I told you that I loved you,
You broke my heart.
But again, I told you that I loved you!

I asked you to forgive me,
You cut me short.
But again, I asked you to forgive me!

I asked you not to forget me,
You broke our memories.
But again, I asked you not to forget me!

I gave you my life,
But you broke it.
Now, how can I give you another life?

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TRUTH

2009-08-29T17:31:00.001-07:00

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Truth
(1983)

If I light a lamp
In the darkness of this tiredness,
Where will it cast its light?
What will I see?
I'm so afraid of seeing something bad...
I don't know what to do, I don't know.
I'm afraid to light a lamp.
But I'm also afraid that some day
I might get used to the darkness
And be able to see in it

FOR MY EX-FRIEND

2009-08-29T17:17:00.001-07:00

I’m not sober all the time
You bring me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don’t want you

I must be running out of luck
Cause you’re just not drunk enough to
And now I’ve had it up to here
I don’t, I don’t want you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

I’m not angry all the time
You push me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don’t want you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you

Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

1st love

2009-08-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

Free Glitter Text Generator

I left my first loveBack home,
you know,
I left him So to America I could go.
He sent me red roses,
He told my mom
To give the roses to me,
And he sent me his name
To carry on a chain!
Each time he called me,
Each letter he sent,
He made me cry,
So I told my momTo let the roses die.
Years have passed.
He said he would come to see me,
And I said, Do it if you must.
So we talked for hours,
About our lives and our past.
Our getting togetherWas a sweet sorrow,
But it could not bring back
The old lust.
By now our roads
Were covered with dust.
We had steak,
And we drank the red wine,
And he said not to change,
To stay sweet;

to my friend

2009-08-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

You are a great friend and I think we could be more
You dug so deep within my heart
and now you stick to my inner core
You're like my true inspiration,
you give me the strength to move on
You're like the perfect picture but you were never drawn

This is not a coincidence and it could never be a mistake
Your words and kindness make my soul feel warm,off its embrace
I can't wait to see you, for you to hold me in your arms
For you to whisper things I want to hearand fill my cup with charm

i love u

2009-08-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Heaven whispered into my ear,
That one day,
One special lady would come my way.
And that special lady is- is You.
These days now,your embrace feels so sweet.
This is something I dream abouteverytime I go to sleep.
When I see your face,you take my breath away.
And I forget everythingI want to say.
Sometimes,
I just like to lay back,
and stare at you.'
Cause you`re the only one I think about in everything I do.
I love it when I`m around you.
Everyday I want to get close to you.
It`s like I`m falling from a mountain-top.
My heart keeps pounding, and it won`t stop.
Let`s forget about our past,and make this love forever last.
Just make the call,and take it all.
There`s no need to stall.
I won`t make you wait,
Beause it`s my love you can`t escape.

to my wife...

2009-08-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

I miss my Love the half of my whole
The one I love and want to behold
With Her again I yearn to be
And enjoy a togetherness that makes us happy

Its such a miserable day here today
Rain, rain and cloudy dull dark skies
A lonely, cold and damp feeling allover
Little depressing, oh! for the days of July

Weather be mindful of my concern
Go away rain, please go away soon
For bright day and light to return
The open skies with shining afternoon

I'll not let the weather get me down
Nor the loneliness of one half depress